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October 10 strive for it!One of my colleague travels much, she goes to every place that would interest her. What an admiring life. I planned to go to the picturesque Lijiang, where life is simple and equable, or invite granny to Hangzhou, the eternal celestial city in her world, and also have a good feeling of the metropolis. Regretfully, I have none of them come true. I am fret of the crowd and finding hotel in the strange city by myself, but will be more pissed off by a traveling group. Granny refused, she joked that she’ll go unless picked up by my future sedan. I believe somewhat she meant that, at least she’s quite busy with the sea food deal, she don’t want to miss any little chance left for her age. Right, it is not suitable to shift buses in the whole way, even granny agreed to come, where shall I accommodate her? Hotel, guest house or squeeze with me in the same bed? Sounds ridiculous, I should have cozy separate room for granny, but I can afford none.When will I have my legs on the wheels, and have spare rooms? Hopefully, I can have one of them after two years’ effort before my 28th birthday. September 03 Life's lifeStill have a headache now, though office hour was several hours ago. Same as usual, it was another hectic day for me. I have to handle mails, prepare documents for customs declaration, no professional paperwork system, make inquiries, give offers, place orders, push factories to have urgent delivery, get all artworks confirmed and printed, and also coordinate production in our own packing factory, cost and profit evaluation of every shipment, collect invoices. I have to control every little move of the biz, otherwise constant problems will occur. Hell, so much responsibilities I have to take then ever, I have to run in the office, speak louder and fast, barely remember to have a glass of water, no wonder I fell stressed, and my head was dizzy on the way back.
Is this the life I expected? I quit two jobs because of excessive free working time and dullness, then I found the present one. Satisfied sometimes when some kinda hard job is done or get quite a good margin for the company, but most of the time, just dealing with routine and annoying unexpectancies. Life is what? Admiring the others'? Just like people in and out of wall.
Learn to be gratefull. If life throws you a lemon, make lemonade.
Now I am soully independent, becoming confident, and get the feeling that I am important, which I can see from my siblings and parents, from my manager, I am scared of nothing in mind. The best is I know kongfu so that I won't be worried about my safety even I am travelling alone in some distant town or strolling in the plain or desert. August 12 We dream what we thought?Back from a nightmare, and as the pain of MC won't go, I was awake to find the first beam of sunlight shining from the window.
The dream said that I was quite scorn at a man's behavior, but he resorted to force being extremely annoyed. And I was just the victim, my scream stroke me back to reality.
Are dreams really those we thought in the day?
I remembered two dream clearly, the first one is I fell from a skyscraper, many times, and the other one is also very torturous, saying that the bus stop is high on a cliff, and I have to catch the bus in very limited time. But the bus stop is not any nearer even though I run as fast as my legs could carry, my luggage is so heavy, sometimes I can't even move a step however hard I try to run. And similar odd situation in dream came not only once. Are those indicating something? August 10 Cotton Girl Ever?English rust already, but am trying to write it forever.
Don't know how to start, as I am lost at sea all this times. But I don't like this kind of situation anymore, I'd like to fix a bit of what I am doing and thinking.
First about love, it is almost two years since I am called cotton girl, but in the recent few months, or from one year ago, our relationship is not like that harmonious. In one word as I can conclude, I am too weak, and he's too strong, sometimes even like a tyranny to me.
Hardly can I recall all that happened in these two years, but few things impressed me a lot
We hanged out late Sunday and he's attached by a couple of drinker on his way back to the school dorm. Considering that I may be worried about him, he tried not to tell me anything about that. I was so distraught the next morning when he called to tell the truth, that I'd like to be him to get the punch instead. The first time I felt that I am so cared about him, the world fades without him.
And I need him so much when I fell down from the bike and broke two teeth, like my need for my mom when in desperate. He's the only one that I will act like a spoiled child in front of him so far. Alone in the dorm for nearly one week, the only thing I did was to pray for his coming and tender hugs. Quite indulged in his warm cares.
What others, tears I think, I begged for his forgiveness in the playground, in the lawn, in his lab, on the phone, quite a lot, but I felt tiredness, don't know from when.
Want to be together when both of us are available, we go sightseeing even in my period, just don't want to destroy the golden day. But I am so suffered with walks, sorry this affected your mood all the more.
Admiring the happiness of living together so much that i muttered in your back on the bike, and tell you that I don't like to live with colleages, but you were annoyed, thinking that i was complaining about your alibility. Sorry I should think more before I speak.
The battery is still good last night, but you said we should charge in all circumstances, then you flew in a fuse and rudely broke the new umbrella. You walked away by yourself. I only have to seek little happiness by shopping alone. In the last, I brought you back with fresh and sweet fruits, and also two books saying how to become a charming lady. Sorry, I should know more about the unexpectancy in life.
Also in my period, and submerged in the work, I forgot to bring back my cell phone in the office. I guessed he may be anxious to have my reply after several short message, I decided to go to his dorm directly, as normally dorm is his best choice ever. But to my disappointness, nobody's there. Since I am exhausted, I have the plug of water heater on, and begin to leave words to him on line. Later suddenly I heard the door oped, I was so released in the bathroom. But he disappeared shortly, no matter how hard I tried to yell him back. Depressed, tired and hungry though, I find him in his lab. Wishing he would settled it all right and came to embrace me, but he didn't. He slapped me in the face and pushed me over on the floor when I dragged him and screamed for an explanation of the whole stuff happened there. Sorry, I should give you more space and try to be in your shoes as always as possible.
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December 09 All about SceneryFor more than one month, I am accompanied by the beautiful of westlake, and it sure will last for at least three years.
I only have to wait for the company to pick me up at 8:30, and I am having 30 minutes to enjoy the hug of nature beauty, really have to count myself lucky, compared with other 9-5 Joe.
Frankly, I am hectic every day, but, I am happy with what all is happening. September 27 Sweet SeasonLife is so beautiful, especially in the season when the air is permeated with the pleasant scent of osmanthus!
Nothing is more cozy than enjoying the bright full moon in the sweet breeze, and strolling in the su causeway hand in hand with anata. How I wish time would stop there.
It is closer day by day to the national day, and we will be in Xi'an for a nice banquet of ancient culture and savory snack. I am loving it. And life should be like this:
Work like you don't need the money.
Love like you've never been hurt. Dance like nobody's watching. Sing like nobody's listening. Live like its Heaven on Earth. August 30 one more younger sisterSame usual hot summer, but not for me, I had an 18-year-old sister.
It was a quiet evening in the dorm, and father called. "What?...another sister..." I was quite surprised and curious. "Yes, we abandoned her days after she's born..." I can feel sadness and bitterness there. From that night on, I learned once more the hardness of life. Fortunately, this younger sister is having a very caring and wealthy family, but maybe their love is too much, which probably result in the caprice character of child. Hopefully, you are normal studying at school. June 30 When's My Day, week, month, or even yearHaven't updated my spaces for a quite long time.
Seems I have just went on the shuttle bus wearing gloves prepared by granny, but half year have silently passed, and it's hot summer now.
Seems I have never got time to ponder a while, and neaten the mood up, I am not enthusiastic any more, and just doing things to keep the deadlines.
Quite happy and relaxed whenever I am with anata. Sitting behind on the bike and hug him closely among the crowded street, along the sequestered trails near the West Lake, or on the silent and wide road late in the night, I felt I was the only girl in the world, wishing the monent would last forever.
But the fact is that I don't even have a small house here, I won't be dreaming it brand new or spacious, only a place of mine is enough. Where's our luck of 5 million?
I was once so excited about my current job, as I am on the right platform to be an enterprising woman. I woke up very early to be the first in the office, I worked over-time to make a more beautiful and professional quotation sheet, I made suggestions to the boss for better work efficiency, but all seems nonsense. I tried to speak up my thought, but no one seems really cared. All things concerning foreign trade are the last one, or denied. Yes, I understand, 99% of the market is in the domestic.
February 07 5 Sentences to Remember1.Excellence is a habit
这句话是古希腊哲学家亚里士多德说的。如果说优秀是一种习惯,那么懒惰也是一种习惯。人出生的时候,除了脾气会因为天性而有所不同,其他的东西基本都是后天形成的,是家庭影响和教育的结果。所以,我们的一言一行都是日积月累养成的习惯。我们有的人形成了很好的习惯,有的人形成了很坏的习惯。所以我们从现在起就要把优秀变成一种习惯,使我们的优秀行为习以为常,变成我们的第二天性。让我们习惯性地去创造性思考,习惯性地去认真做事情,习惯性地对别人友好,习惯性地欣赏大自然。 注解:要会“装”,要持续的、不间断的“装”,装久了就成了真的了,就成了习惯了,比如准时到会,每次都按时到会,你装装看,你装30年看看,装的时间长了就形成了习惯。 2.Life is a course of experiences 事情的结果尽管重要,但是做事情的过程更加重要,因为结果好了我们会更加快乐,但过程使我们的生命充实。 人的生命最后的结果一定是死亡,我们不能因此说我们的生命没有意义。世界上很少有永恒。大学生谈恋爱,每天都在信誓旦旦地说我会爱你一辈子,这实际上是不真实的。统计数据表明,大学生谈恋爱的100对里有90对最后会分手,最后结婚了的还有一半会离婚。你说爱情能永恒吗?所以最真实的说法是:“我今天,此时此刻正在真心地爱着你。”明天也许你会失恋,失恋后我们会体验到失恋的痛苦。这种体验也是丰富你生命的一个过程。 注解:生命本身其实是没有任何意义的,只是你自己赋予你的生命一种你希望实现的意义,因此享受生命的过程就是一种意义所在。 3.The shortest distance between two points is not always the straight line. 在人与人的关系以及做事情的过程中,我们很难直截了当就把事情做好。我们有时需要等待,有时需要合作,有时需要技巧。我们做事情会碰到很多困难和障碍,有时候我们并不一定要硬挺、硬冲,我们可以选择有困难绕过去,有障碍绕过去,也许这样做事情更加顺利。大家想一想,我们和别人说话还得想想哪句话更好听呢。尤其在中国这个比较复杂的社会中,大家要学会想办法谅解别人,要让人觉得你这个人很成熟,很不错,你才能把事情做成。 注解:如果你在考数学试题,一定要答两点之间直线段最短,如果你在走路,从A到B,明明可以直接过去,但所以人都不走,你最好别走,因为有陷阱。在中国办事情,直线性思维在很多地方要碰壁,这是中国特色的中国处事智慧。 4.Only those who stops knows how to speed 我在滑雪的时候,最大的体会就是停不下来。我刚开始学滑雪时没有请教练,看着别人滑雪,觉得很容易,不就是从山顶滑到山下吗?于是我穿上滑雪板,哧溜一下就滑下去了,结果我从山顶滑到山下,实际上是滚到山下,摔了很多个跟斗。我发现根本就不知道怎么停止、怎么保持平衡。最后我反复练习怎么在雪地上、斜坡上停下来。练了一个星期,我终于学会了在任何坡上停止、滑行、再停止。这个时候我就发现自己会滑雪了,就敢从山顶高速地往山坡下冲。因为我知道只要我想停,一转身就能停下来。只要你能停下来,你就不会撞上树、撞上石头、撞上人,你就不会被撞死。因此,只有知道如何停止的人,才知道如何高速前进。 注解:用汽车来比喻,宝马可以上200公里,奇瑞却只能上120公里,为什么?发动机估计不相上下,差距在刹车系统,上了200公里刹不了车,呵呵,我的天! 5.Quit, wise up action; imperfection, boon of the God 当你拥有六个苹果的时候,千万不要把它们都吃掉,因为你把六个苹果全都吃掉,你也只吃到了六个苹果,只吃到了一种味道,那就是苹果的味道。如果你把六个苹果中的五个拿出来给别人吃,尽管表面上你丢了五个苹果,但实际上你却得到了其他五个人的友情和好感。以后你还能得到更多,当别人有了别的水果的时候,也一定会和你分享,你会从这个人手里得到一个橘子,那个人手里得到一个梨,最后你可能就得到了六种不同的水果,六种不同的味道,六种不同的颜色,六个人的友谊。人一定要学会用你拥有的东西去换取对你来说更加重要和丰富的东西。所以说,放弃是一种智慧。 注解:我的个人原则是:每一次放弃都必须是一次升华,否则就不要放弃;每一次选择都必须是一次升华,否则不要选择。 做人最大的乐趣在于通过奋斗去获得我们想要的东西,所以有缺点意味着我们可以进一步完美,有匮乏之处意味着我们可以进一步努力。美国有一部电视片,讲的是一位富翁给后代留下了用不尽的遗产,结果他的后代全都变成了吸毒的、自杀的、进监狱的,或者精神病患者。为什么会这样呢?因为这位富翁给自己后代留下的钱太多了,以致他们不需要劳动就可以继承一大笔财产。继承一大笔财富,就几乎什么都能买到。所以,当一个人什么都不缺的时候,他的生存空间就被剥夺掉了。如果我们每天早上醒过来,感到自己今天缺点儿什么,感到自己还需要更加完美,感到自己还有追求,那是一件多么值得高兴的事情啊! January 31 Beautiful DaysStill remember that noon when I stayed in the shop and wait for Yu to log in. A prophet came and told me he's actually doing some charity work for the poor in the community. Learning from my face, he said I am going to have lucky and beautiful days from 2007, after the most stumbling years of 2004 and 2005.
Suspiciously, I took what the prophet said, but I should believe that all is going to be true, as I have experienced great joy since I came back. Every day is a beautiful day with our cross talk. I used to do everything singularly, and put too much on my shoulders, but it is totally different now. We share same cup of pearl milk tea, we enjoy same moving songs together, we jammed on one seat of a crowded bus, and most of all, we share our thoughts. Every little happiness doubled while sorrow halved, well knowing the shape of our hearts. December 02 heart whisper"Intimacy lies in the closeness of our hearts, but not the physical concept of time or space." As you have always told me so, I believe that you are the right one I am looking for, who's both a fast friend and dear lover, and our relationship will remain and grow each time our hearts touch.
Isn't it fate that you appeared in my dreams again many years after that inexplicable dream? How glad and grateful I am that you give me ease and comfort lying in your arms, and make me forget about the experience of being stranded on the shore! You're my raft in the tide, and I would be your harbor in the storms. This is more than amazing, right?
I really hate to leave you and live without your hugs. A part of me will always be with you, my dear, and every time I breathe, I'll take you in. No matter how far apart we are, I swear by the moon and stars in the sky that I'll always be here for you, better or worse.
Remember, dear? Once I told you that I admire old couples much walking hand in hand. Like a romantic plot in a fair tale, it impresses me most, even strolling along the picturesque West Lake. It's a pity that we are millions away from each other, and it quite upsets me wandering alone in the bustling city of this exotic country. Yet life is not so miserable at all. We should count ourselves lucky instead to be connected with a strong mental faith rather than something fragile. What a bliss that would be sitting side by side in the sunset and still calling each sweatheart when we are both old and gray.
November 08 Flying without wingsAlready doing a second job in Hangzhou, but I never told Dad or Mom about that. I don't want them to worry anything about me. A job with stable and reasonable incomes, while not much responsibility has to be taken of, is a most ideal one from their point of view.
However, this second job failed to live up to my expectations. As a matter of fact, things I was doing are quite mechanical, no personal effort needed at all. And I was clearly told by the up notch that I am going to be in the same position within three years, or even forever. Oh, my, this is no way to change many spectacular experiences with the damn high welfare they promised. I'd rather fly without wings.
A friend with Alibaba is very kind-hearted, he suggested work in a newly-found textile factory located in the economic development zone in Jiaxing city. According to him, the plantform there is perfect for person like me who's capable of creating that somthing and still willing to be very dedicated. OK, I go, the worst would be I drifted along, but probably, I will easily sail through and find myself more confident and independent some day.
But reality is always far different, the moment I stepped off the taxi I smelt a same familar odor from a chemicals factory nearby. And there are virtually no people in the office, except labours in the working shops. And on the first evening in the industrial zone, I got robbed of my new mobile phone, making me totally isolated from the world. Fortunately, I remember one number, my home number.
"We are all the more trying to reach you, but..."
"Will you like to go to Dubai? I know a job as a translator and sales girl..."
I was so carried away with tears when hearing Dad's voice.
Why not? As long as I am supported, especially by you.
Dubai can be a very good experience, I am sure.
Watch me fly even without wings!
October 13 little reflectionsFisrt applied to the position of sales person, but the human resources manager said that even buddies who do the packing job in the sampling room also contribute in the foreign trade business, and can also be called as a sales person. OK, liaison work between foreign customers and people in product departments. Being the biggest in the industry in the city, the whole operation is divided into as many part as possible in the company. 3 big big showrooms, dozens of booths in the Canton Fair every year, impressed by the huge sales scale, I began to work in the assembly line.
Actually, this job suits much for a married woman who denies ups and downs in life, but not me. September 19 穷人和富人的区别(转)1 自我认知 富人:骨子里就深信自己生下来不是要做穷人,而是要做富人,他有强烈的赚钱意识,这也是他血液里的东西,他会想尽一切办法使自己致富。 2 休闲 富人:在外跑市场,即使打高耳夫球也不忘带着项目合同。 3 交际圈子 富人:结交比自己有成就的人,不可否认,确实从中获益良多。 4 学习 富人:学管理 5 时间 富人:一个人无论以何种方式赚钱,也无论钱挣得是多还是少,都必须经过时间的积淀.富人的玩也是一种工作方式,是有目的的。富人的闲,闲在身体,修身养性,以利再战,脑袋一刻也没有闲着,穷人的闲,闲在思想,他手脚都在忙,忙着去麻将桌上多摸几把。 6 归属感 富人:那些团体的领导者通常都是富人,他们总是一方面向穷人灌输:团结就是力量,如果你不从属于自己的团体,你就什么都不是,一名不文.但另一方面,他们却从来没有停止过招兵买马,培养新人,以便随时可以把你替换掉。 7 投资及对待财富 富人:富人的出发点是万本万利。同样的开面馆,富人们会想,一家面馆承载的资本只有2万,如果有一亿资金,岂不是要开5000家面馆?要一个一个管理好,大老板得操多少心,累白多少根头发呀?还不如投资宾馆,一个宾馆就足以消化全部的资本,哪怕收益率只有20%,一年下来也有2000万利润啊。 8 激情:能不能干成事,首先要看有没有激情 富人:“燕雀安知鸿鹄之志?““王侯将相,宁有种乎?”有这样的激情,穷人终将不是穷人!激情是一种天性,是生命力的象征,有了激情才有了灵感的火花,才有了鲜明的个性,才有了人际关系中的强烈感染力,也才有了解决问题的魄力和方法。 9 自信 富人:李嘉成在谈到他的经营秘诀时说:“其实也没什么特别的,光景好时,决不过分乐观; 光景不好时,也不过度悲观。其实就是一种富人特有的自信。自信才能不被外力所左右,自信才可能有正确的决定。 10 习惯 富人:根据一个投资专家说,富人成功的秘诀就是:没钱时,不管多困难,也不要动用投资和储蓄,压力会使你找到赚钱的新方法,帮你还清帐单,这是个好习惯。性格决定了习惯,习惯决定了成功。 11 上网 富人:去ICXO.COM上网找投资机会。富人上网,更多的是利用网络的低成本高效率,寻找更多的投资机会和项目,把便利运用到自己的生意中来。 12 消费花钱 富人:买名牌是为了节省挑选细节的时间,与消费品的售价相比,他们更在乎产品的质量,比如会买15元的纯棉T恤,也不会买昂贵的莱卡制品。 August 30 Love StoryAnother day for the lovers this year,should be cherished, as it is once in 38 years, and should be grateful that God gives us such great chance to express love. We can't deny that people easily become pissed off and forget to be always nice and kind.
Hangzhou, where you can feel romance every day in every corner of the city, is well under the atmosphere of love and caring created by the over 400 hundred digital bus stop board broadcasting all kinds of sweet and affecting words. Everyone in this city today will probably have a surprise from their special someone. I am expecting, too, Being the most enchanting city on earth, as professed by Marco Polo, Hangzhou definitely lives up to be a celestial city with rich culture heritage and picturesque landscapes. People, especially the natives, are greatly blessed. Love story is a classic song with beautiful lyrics,which surely fits this occasion well.
where do i begin to tell a story of how great a love can be the sweet love story that is older than the sea the simple truth about the love she brings to me where do i start with her first hello she gave a meaning to this empty world of mine there'd never be another love another time she came into my life and made the living fine she fills my heart, she fills my heart with very special things with angel songs, with wild imaginings she fills my soul with so much love that anywhere i go i'm never lonely. with her along who could be lonely i reach for her hand it's always there how long does it last can love be measured by the hours in a day i have no answers now but this much i can say: i know i'll need her till the stars all burn away and she'll be there July 31 too much?Already tired and sleepy now,too much work in the office, kinda suffocated, no, it is not, everyone in the office is very dedicated. Oh, yes, also because of the high-heeled sandal.
It was 8 pm when back in the living place, I can't call it home, as there is no aroma from the kitchen, no feeling of relaxation with my roommate's loud chatting voice from the bedroom, nothing else but a place to sleep in.
Much has happened during this period of time. Maybe I have really got myself stressed out, as little uglies in our face are acting up,maybe not yet, the high temperature should take the blame, as I have always believed that I am much stronger and perseverant than most of the people around.
Last day in July, also the seventh day of the seventh lunar month, the Chinese Valentine's Day, when Niu Lang (a poor orphan cowherd) and Zhi Nu (the seventh daughter of queen of heaven) meet on the bridge of magpie across the milky way.
Eternal love between us two
Shall withstand the time apart?
Faith and emotional liaison, physical attraction and desire, which one really gets the upper hand in the hustle and bustle life? Too much things lead me to question the purpose of finding a life companion.
What if a girl can always burst into tears when hearing his voice from the other part of the world or feeling any trace about him, though the boy left her for three years. True love?
Inevitably, there is always too much that shades the brightness, but just as what you are told, be courageous, you are the best of the best!
And pls remember, attitude decides all!
June 02 Happy birthdayHi, tomorrow is your birthday, and also the weekend!
I find you are not in mood these days. Pls grasp every monent you can to discover the beauty in life and don't be stingy with your smiles. You know there is no shortage of pleasantness in our lives.
Meanwhile, I'd like very much to thank you for cheering me up when I was down. You are truly one of those few patient and kind-hearted guys. Apart from all these good traits, your diligence and perseverance will surely lead you to the right place. So just smile and go ahead!
And tomorrow I am go traveling, wish me a very good time! May 13 Here in HangzhouCaptured by the beauty of West Lake long since I was a child, I dreamed of living in Hangzhou one day. Though green hills and ocean bays make my home town a nice place for living,I long for a life with a different feeling.
Having my college in Shaoxing is a great experience for me, as Shaoxing is like a history book, a graceful and quiet girl, I can always find something that touches me deep down to my heart. But I would hear that Hangzhou shades Shaoxing in many aspects, my eagerness to embrace Hangzhou grew.
Strongly requested by my family, I worked in Taizhou after graduation. Nevertheless, my attachment to cities like Hangzhou and Shanghai never die.
The factory I previous worked in fails to fully satisfy me both in its natural environment and corporate culture, therefore, I quit. After the Spring Festival, I started to pursue my dreams again,if can be so called , and I finally chose Hangzhou.
Now I am here in Hangzhou!
Finding a job with good opportunities and salary is no easy thing in a totally new city with competitions everywhere. However, I have to give myself a try with different job responsibilities in a whole new industry.
And now I am taking a totally fresh life, but actually much harder. I get up early to catch the bus, return late in the evening, exhausted, and spend time preparing meal. And chores, oh, my god, tell me, is this the life I was dreaming about?
But Thelma, don't forget, extraordinary is amid those of ordinary. Just ignore the unpleasantness, this is definitely common.
Now here in Hangzhou, I am absolutely in control of my own life. Be brave and enjoy life to your full, be it good or bad.
Be your own queen!
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Cherishing what have happened, I shall welcome all that may happen!
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